Teaser Tuesday - Nerd On Top

Here, as promised, is the start of yet another book. And yes, that means that there are two works in progress now!This is another Gay BDSM Romance story with the working title of 'Nerd on Top'. By the end of this teaser, you'll possibly feel that I've got the characters confused, since the Nerd is clearly not On Top. Therein lies the story!

What had I done? Why had I allowed my masculine pride to push me into losing it like that?I glanced at the ceiling, where the blue numbers projected from my alarm clock told me that it was 03.40. Exactly 10 minutes since I last looked. I had fallen into bed just after 1 am, exhausted from the game and from what had happened after it.Don’t you hate it when you wake up thinking that you have slept through the night, only to discover that you've hardly slept at all? I could tell that I wouldn't be able to fall asleep again. My mind was fully alert, and showed no signs of winding down again.We had just lost our second game in a row and as team captain that had left me sore and angry. The mood in the changing room had been miserable. Instead of the usual noisy chatter about their post-game activities, the guys were mostly quiet as they got showered and dressed before heading for home in subdued groups of twos and threes. I was left sitting on the bench looking dejected and too pissed to even get my sweaty kit off. Apart from the occasional fist bumping my shoulder as they passed, most of my team mates left me alone to nurse my battered pride. They all knew that the only thing bigger than Rich Duggan’s muscles was his ego, and right now that ego was hurting.How does that excuse what I did? Why did that nerd have to be there checking me out? There was a long list of guys to blame for the poor game, and of course I wasn't on it, so I needed revenge. Jeez, I'm no homo so why had I reacted like that? What part of my twisted, messed up jock brain told me to fuck him?